DEAR DIARY ,I CAN' BE TOUGH , I CAN'T BE STRONG BUT WHITH YOU THERE'S NOTHING THAT AT ALL .YOU REFERS TO FRIENDS . FRIENDS IS EVERYTHING .THERE'S NO NEED SPECIAL GUYS IN MY LIFE :]
assalamualaikum :')
"I NEED TO CHANGE . BYE PAST . HELLO FUTURE . AISYAH C:"
okayy . baru je post status ni tadi dkat facebook .yeahh . this is what i want . i have to changed myself .aminn <3
last night , i had a bad in mood :|tak tau pulak kenapa .myb , tgh dtg bulan sbb tu cpt moody .LOLZ
then , i text alya . i ckp i rinduu dia .seriously i miss my friends . a lot :'(dia reply , than dia ckp i mcm ada bad problem .dia , suruh story . i ckp nothing :'|
act alya , aku mmg ada bad problem .not about friends , mybe about a guy .tak tau pulak kenapa aku fikir psl dia .pdhl aku dah lupakan dia .dah lama aku lupakan dia .err , stop it . mls nak cerita pjg . public figure :<thanks alya sasha . i love you more than words .
then aku pun tidur . tiba-2 aku nangis .ya allah ! kenapa air mata aku jatuh ?shhooo funny .aku menangis pasal lelaki ?ahha . kelakar .then i sleep -,-
you know alya , err and stalkers too .my father and brother already passed away :'(
no , it's not real . just a nightmare :|mybe sbb aku tak selawat sebelum tidur , sbb tu jadi mcm tuu dohh'then , sedar-2 , bila aku bangun , aku tgh nangis .ya allah . it's just a nightmare aite ?don't make it become true .i love both of them . no one can replace theyin my heart :'>
then , mak aku ajk aku balik kg .at once aku taknak . tapi bila fikir masak-2aku ikut jugak . nak tenangkan perasaan . hmphh suasana kg dpt releaskan stress aku . aku lega .having a lot of fun and laugh with my mother , grandmother,grandfather and my best cousin , iffah :)
skrg aku dah okah . tak badmood lagi .
I LOVE THEY ---->
- allah s.w.t and rasulullah s.a.w
- mom's and dad
- my family
- my friends .
- music
- my heart
assalamualikum . kalau tak jwb dosa , kalau jwb sayang :]
